Depression happens when a deeply held belief about oneself or one’s life is shown to be incorrect in a deeply negative way
I can’t pick myself up by my bootstraps. I have no bootstraps, my shoes are worn down to the SOUL.
I am very happy but vulnerable to the fear of tumbling into the abyss.
Recognize your depression; recognize that it can be overcome; lock yourself in solitude; shut down with whatever technique works; dive down inside yourself, inside your mind; lose all fear, go back in time and dig through your dark forest of problems; find the roots and expose them to yourself; kill the roots with positive explanations if they didn’t already wither in the sunlight of exposure; then emerge from yourself victorious.
Let Go…Let Go. Let your troubled mind become peaceful. You don't have to try just let Go…
My Father once said I was a waste of space…I’m determined to prove him right.
I have a very close friend who loves to feed off other people’s misery. She loves to point it out and laugh at it, she loves to announce it in front of other people and let them laugh at it too. She likes to prod at your failings and your disappointments and remind you of them time and time again, even when they mean very little to you anymore. I am trying to understand that she does it because she herself is utterly, incomprehensibly, entirely, wholly and completely swathed in the black abyss of despair and misfortune herself. I believe whole-heartedly that for her, it is worse than my own sorrow. Which is why I, like a phoenix, will rise from the ashes, better, stronger, healthier and with the light of a thousand suns to blind her wicked ways. So much so, she will retire her fiendish remarks to the back of her clouded mind and find the ways and means to heal herself.
We also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.
Life is absurd. My life is absurd. I’ve learned to laugh more at both.
We are a team. I am on your side.
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